This online journal thing is probably going to be shitty because I HATE tripod...but w/e...
Last night when I was on the phone with Nathan (boyfriend,and he starts talking about random things like..roses...Then he said the last month of our relationship was boring. He also said he ALMOST broke up with me but he's glad he didn't because now its great. Thats what confuses me about some guys...They usually feel the need to say whats on their mind which is pointless because it just pissed me off. Sure, I got bored sometimes but not to the point that I actually almost broke up with him. Then he FINALLY explains why he alwayz starts that bullshit with me that pisses me off. Like sometimes he'll just start making fun of me for no reason..Then last night after 3 months of me wondering why he explains it to me...The reason is..He wants to know how much I love him...Yes that is his pathedic reason..He pisses me off to see if I will break up with him. If I don't it means I love him which he should already know!
Anywayz...Changing the subject...Well actually I'm still going to write about Nathan...Tonight we're going to 2Fast 2Furious. I already saw it but w/e. (It was an awesome movie)...I'm staying over his house till Sunday:-). But on Saturday we have to go to his aunts for the night. And...We have to sleep in a TENT..Possibly with his brother. *Gets scared*. I wouldnt care if it were just me and Nathan but his brother...Who is going to he like drunk! And...We...have...to...go...SWIMMING. Well he wants me to..And I only have an old ugly bathing suit:-S Oh well I dont care what ppl think of me..*looks around suspiciosly* lolz
Changing the subject for real...I'm actually thinking of going goth again. Its just my personality. I love the black eye liner and the black nail polish and the black lipstick..and everything black. I'm getting into metal/punk music again. I havent listened to rap in like..2 DAYZ!! Its crazy..Its like im a mix between a prep/punk/goth and its fucking scary mann! Anywayz I'm like downloading a bot or something so...Buh byez!~lolz~
Posted by k-a-m0
at 1:30 PM EDT
